It's very snowy here in DC. I think about 2 feet of snow. A few pictures to come soon.

i want to drain all of the blood out of my body

Maybe in 6 months after I finish my masters and graduate then I can run away.

So I'm in grad school right now for my masters and I've been applying to PhD programs over the last month or so. And I was just thinking, even though I really want a PhD, for myself, I guess I don't need to get one right now. I know everyone says its hard to go back to school once you stop but so what. If I want my PhD this badly I'll get it eventually. I mean, I might not even get into any PhD schools. And I have no money, I really would like a job and a little cash for once. Anyway, those are my thoughts. I'll take any of yours.

*hugs*

So I'm listening to sad music and crying. With my face in the pillow. Isn't that pathetic? I have nothing to be sad about. I'm just sad. I don't want things to go on. Well, I want things to go on, just without me going on with them. Stop the train so I can get off. I'm almost ready to jump.